Today is an emotional day for me, so I will not be doing much blogging at all, if any. Today, 3 years ago my best friend of over 30 years took her life. She would have also turn 42 today.
I cannot remember a day in my life that we were not in contact with each other since we met. We were in Junior High School together, High School together. We even went to university together. I also cannot remember a day since she left us that I have not thought about her.
I miss her dearly, but there are times I am so pissed at her that I want to bulldozed her tombstone. I just wished I knew what plagued her so bad that it pushed her to the brink.
But I know that I have to deal with her gone. Remember the good times, the laughter. She had an amazing laugh, and one sick sense of humor. We fitted perfectly.
Today, I will go to her grave. We will share a bottle of wine. I will read to her some pages from “Lolita,” her favorite. And we will just talk about the going ons of the world. I may even tell her about my blog and some of you guys.
I will be back in touch with you guys tomorrow. Enjoy your day, and take nothing you have for granted.